It’s hard to get a sense of what each experience was like without dialogue, so I’ve decided to include it, but it’s only an approximation.
I’ll use dialogue that strongly reflects the actual words used during past events, but I can’t remember any lengthy exchanges verbatim. I have quite a good memory, and I’ll be fairly detailed in describing my experiences. I plan on writing and posting my experiences in chronological order. I don’t really know why I have this weird sexual interest, I just know that for some reason in my brain I get aroused when I get controlled or harassed by people.
I don’t enjoy physical pain that results in long term injuries, though, and I’ve never had that happen to me. It’s strange that I gradually started to feel pleasure while simultaneously being hurt and humiliated. When I was younger, though, I had quite a few. Right now I’m 18 years old, a freshman in college, and since I finished high school I’ve had virtually no bullying/humiliation experiences. However, it ended up being a major turn on for me. When it first started happening to me, I very much disliked it. I’m going to be sharing many true stories about bullying and humiliation that happened to me in the past. ****If you don’t care about backstory, skip the text below and begin reading after the solid line.
